My first day of lunar month

Hello mother fucker,

At the first, I have to explain about "the first day of the lunar month". In my country ( and another Asia countries), besides the solar calendar we also use the lunar calendar. It is kind of something about traditional and that traditional awlays notice us to be carefull in the first day of month following lunar calendar. Because of if you have the bad first day, you will have this bad throung all the month.

The second, I have to explain another thing. I've recently got obsessed about decor my room and I can thinking about it all the day. So I strong decided that I had to bought new one miror yesterday.

And after many many steps for chosen the best of mirror I ever had, I said " fuck shiettt" when my friend typed to me about the-day-every-one-in-this-beautìul-city-have-to-be-care-full was this day. 

Do you know how I felt at that moment? I could say to you , this DOUBLE FUCKING SHIET MOMENT. 

I couldnt bought the mirror which will make my room bright and blink bink. And the other side, if I didnt succeed the deal, I had the fallen and every person in the planet knew about shouldnt have any fallen in the-day-every-one-in-this-beautìul-city-have-to-be-care-full.

So I stood like fucking ugly rock in about 15 minutes to decided one way that could save all my life.

Uhmmmmmmmmm, what do you know? so far, when I have to decided something tough or when I was sad, I was deep down and even Im fuking happy, I always buy clothing. After I did that, I have clean mind and insight about life, then I can DECIDED. 

It was the same situation, I went to shopping and runt out of my money... 

...and I came back my home. Ha ha

It's time to put it off

WELL and WOO. Long time no see, and I see what you see.

Yep, I totally stopped my blog for two years ago, and so WOOWWW twice, it is July, it is complete 2 years from that day. And you can see that, my English still treading water. Haha I just googled this idiom, treading water la la la .

And well twice, not only my blog was stopped by myself, my habit of writing also got the same fate. I've just written something in my tumblr for few days, and .... oh I just relize that I havent feed my tumblr for about one or two weeks. Danmm it, poor meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

I can figrue somthing out to cure this situation, but I personaly think I did this many time before in there, in my blog. Oh, try look back, I wonder about that did anybody read my writting ?. No comment, little bit view and I can use it to blame every one for this my fucking trouble at there thought.

But I cant, Im fuckn good boy and I can forgive any mistake ha ha/ Im just joking, so saltless joke.

Now, serious mode. I think that I got the wrong step when I stopped my fucking good habit. It was kind of something like I let mysefl earned the rest while anything still treading water. I used to put my habit on the shelf and now is time to put it off.

My work is busy, my life have an massive changed or any stuff cure for my lazy is bullshit. Any changed, write it down, Is my working busy ? , writte it down ... I can do that and I think it can make me feel better, not only English blog, I start again with my language blog.

At the last, If anybody can read there lines, let comment something to encouraging me . Thank thank thank.