My first day of lunar month

Hello mother fucker,

At the first, I have to explain about "the first day of the lunar month". In my country ( and another Asia countries), besides the solar calendar we also use the lunar calendar. It is kind of something about traditional and that traditional awlays notice us to be carefull in the first day of month following lunar calendar. Because of if you have the bad first day, you will have this bad throung all the month.

The second, I have to explain another thing. I've recently got obsessed about decor my room and I can thinking about it all the day. So I strong decided that I had to bought new one miror yesterday.

And after many many steps for chosen the best of mirror I ever had, I said " fuck shiettt" when my friend typed to me about the-day-every-one-in-this-beautìul-city-have-to-be-care-full was this day. 

Do you know how I felt at that moment? I could say to you , this DOUBLE FUCKING SHIET MOMENT. 

I couldnt bought the mirror which will make my room bright and blink bink. And the other side, if I didnt succeed the deal, I had the fallen and every person in the planet knew about shouldnt have any fallen in the-day-every-one-in-this-beautìul-city-have-to-be-care-full.

So I stood like fucking ugly rock in about 15 minutes to decided one way that could save all my life.

Uhmmmmmmmmm, what do you know? so far, when I have to decided something tough or when I was sad, I was deep down and even Im fuking happy, I always buy clothing. After I did that, I have clean mind and insight about life, then I can DECIDED. 

It was the same situation, I went to shopping and runt out of my money... 

...and I came back my home. Ha ha