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Hello every body, long time no see again, again and again . :) : (

Sorry. I cant count how many time I say that word , but I still do. This my fault and I have no idea to burry it.

That complete hard time with me, me and my girlfriend we broken. Yes, we are. No cheating, we had little fight and we decided that. Moreover, I was got stress by pressures of new job and the increase of my weight.

My mind always had many thing stupid, and badly thinking of my future. This absolute hard time. Sometime, I felt I couldnt afford to pass it, I wish I had someone stay with me and together through all heavy storm.

Yes I used to think it, but…

I have met and hung out with some girl. But they couldn’t know me and I felt regret when we gone over stealy friendly line. Because of when I didn’t want gone more away from that line, I hurt them and we couldn’t be friend any more, even I try explain.

And when I know, my heart still have fuckin shadow